What do bears have to do with romance writing?
Some time ago, a very good
friend of mine, who is part Native American, told me about
Shamanism.
I was interested, but a little wary. After all, I am not professionally
religious, although I glory in God's creations.
Although the trip is over, this notice caught my eye while I was researching the 'Net because the destination is very near where I used to live in the Atacama Desert in Northern Chile and I know the Andean village mentioned. Read the Pachamama News Flash for preparations and description of a spiritual retreat called a shamanistic intensive. Anyway, back to my friend. We went on to talk of animals, and the role they play in Native American culture. Intrigued, I listened more intently. In the words of Joe Douthhitt, from An Introduction to Fetishes: Perhaps because I was in a very stressful, troubled time of my life, perhaps because I was searching within myself for answers, perhaps because I wanted some force, some power, to give me direction, my skepticism began to fade. And when my friend showed me how to find my own personal animal guide -- and I did -- it was hard not to believe.
It is the intuitive, basic part of me--untainted by rationalizing, "should be, should do" thoughts--coming through. It is the instinctive reactions and responses, the part of me that sizes up a situation and comes up with the right answers. "Fetish's are believed to hold
special powers. The Eagle is a Spirit, a connection to the Divine. The
Deer gives the power of gentleness as the Bear gives the power of strength,
introspection, and the power of the soul.
I began collecting bear fetishes
on my travels. A pink rhodonite bear from British Columbia, a copper one
from Montana, onyx and turquoise from Arizona, a gorgeous bear fetish necklace
and matching earrings from Nevada, a stunning watch, silver bear paws with
turquoise, lapis lazuli and carnelian from New Mexico. I found crystal,
gemstones and people began giving me bears for my collection. Pride of
place goes to the soapstone carving which stands about eight inches high.
I wear something with a bear
on it every day. I find myself more centered, more positive and calm, when
I have my bear with me.
I've heard it said that the only
difference between a carving and a fetish is the belief of the owner. That
may be true, but my bear is important to me. I feel protected, more secure
and together since my bear has made itself known.
Would you like to learn more,
or see some beautiful bear (and other animal) fetishes? Check into any
or all of these sites:
Kennan Ward is a respected photographer and naturalist. His bear photos are touching
magnificent, and award-winning. The photo of the bear in water (above) is his. If you have a chance, do read his book,
Grizzlies in the Wild,
published
by NorthWord Press, Inc. Absolutely outstanding!
Now, what does all this have to do with romance writing? Or with any kind of creative endeavor? Well, I can't give you an answer in learned terms, but I can tell you that reaching the deepest parts of me, pulling out that emotional core that fuels my writing, is easier, or as easy as it is ever going to get, with my bear. I still struggle for the right word, the right phrasing, the right ambiance. I still delete whole passages when they don't work. But, and this is a biggie, it happens less often when I open myself up to my inner self, my bear.
You'll have to decide for yourself.
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